Song - Written some 4 years back

Betrayed by the present

words found wounded
at that day's edge,
mind was blown everywhere
a minute before
my eyes washed themselves,
by day's hours falling as egoistic tears......


every cell of my body
had gone lil crazy
they all were ready
to disclose the set truth
living with my chilling joy,
letters got designed in same old way,
but this time no pranks...!!!


I shivered being on terrace,
an uneasy feel
created heart beats race,
breathe count accompanied me
makin even more harder to face,
gait got changed to shuffle
pushing myself to "loved menace".....

u were with me in dreams
u were with me in days
u were everything in me
days where i flyed
never bein alone,
its u a wing of mine
never letting me go-low....
u with ur love and care
wass my unbounded empire,
feel of warmthness-from life tht we did share,
smiles with your big hi,
were making me go dizzy...

if my stupidness was bit of fun
ur blushed look made me sizzling,
if i had danced with u and none
it was in dark and in my dream's dwelling....


seconds scared me offering to fight,
a reply was expected to let me go light,
i couldnt break ur silence nor ur tears,
i felt suffocated with my words wounded
overwhelmed with emotons
whom i never had cared...!!
it lasted all in a while
crashing my dreams pile,
a lil revenge for your way bold,
u left every my next word unfold....


blind hope made me cry,
revenged model of u asks me why..??
my ego just bows...